Dearest sister/brother, All of us here, we supplicate for you to Almighty Allah to save you and support you, never feel alone, we are all here with you whole heartedly, even if we are physically so far. Affliction has always been the way of Allah with all His Prophets. The more Allah loves His Servant, the more He befalls Affliction upon him to purify him and upgrade his rank in Jannah. Remember our Prophet Yusuf (Joseph), How he was thrown in the deep dark well when he was a little kid, then brought up to live in the care and guardianship of the ruler's house, then how he unjustedly was accused and put into prison, and stayed there a while, then Allah relieved his distress, and made him the custodian on the earth's treasurries at that time... Remember our beloved Prophet Muhammad, how he was rejected by his people and falsely accused with sorcery, liying, and madness, and how he was estranged from his beloved homeland Makkah, then Allah relieved his distress and brought him back as a great ruler, not to Makkah only, but to the whole Muslim nations all around the world. He also uplifted his rank and mention till the end of times, and made his people the best people, and his call the fastest and most growing. So have this glad tidings my dear, Allah will not forsake you a blink of eye, and we will not stop praying for you.. We all are very proud of you, with your steadfastness, and strength, so always be strong by Allah, and have faith in His Predestination and Judgment, and we are all here your sisters/brothers in the cause of Allah