I really am sorry for what you feel my friend and totally understand your feelings,  but havent' you thought of other blessings?? 


👉Let's mention a few of them: 

▫️Allah gave you a family while others are orphans

▫️Allah gave you health while others are sick

▫️Allah gave you home to live in while others are homeless

▫️You live in a country where there is no war while some countries are occupied or in wars and are being attacked and killed everyday and many of them leave their countries as refugees after their family members are killed

▫️You're free while others are oppressed and being put in prisons and tortured by beating and electricity

Thank God for what you have . 

▫️Thank him for even giving you eyes to see with while others are blind, and ears to hear with while others are deaf

🌱If you Thank Allah for the blessings and favors that he gave you, then you'll  have a reward in the hereafter for being Thankful and also Allah will give you more blessings.🌱

🔺Allah says in the Quran 14:7


And [remember] when your Lord proclaimed, 'If you are grateful, I will surely increase you [in favor]; but if you deny, indeed, My punishment is severe

🔺Allah says in Quran 65: 2,3


And whoever fears Allah -  He will make for him a way out

And will provide for him from where he does not expect.  And whoever relies upon Allah -  then He is sufficient for him. Indeed, Allah will accomplish His purpose. Allah has already set for everything a [decreed] exten

▫️I also want to tell you something very important, It is the way of Allah to impose affliction and distress upon His Servants to test us and purify us from misdeeds and sins,  so the affliction is apparently bad before us,  but the truth is that it is the core of benefit and welfare to a Muslim

🔺Allah also says in the Quran [2]: 


155] 


And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and a loss of wealth and lives and fruits, but give good tidings to the patient,

156] Who, when disaster strikes them, say, "Indeed we belong to Allah, and indeed to Him we will return."

157] Those are the ones upon whom are blessings from their Lord and mercy. And it is those who are the [rightly] guided.

🔺Allah also says in Qur'an 2:214


Or do you think that you will enter Paradise while such [trial] has not yet come to you as came to those who passed on before you? They were touched by poverty and hardship and were shaken until [even their] messenger and those who believed with him said,"When is the help of Allah ?" Unquestionably, the help of Allah is near

🔺Also in Qur'an 29 :2,3


Do people think once they say, “We believe,” that they will be left without being put to the test?

We certainly tested those before them. And ˹in this way˺ Allah will clearly distinguish between those who are truthful and those who are liar

Don't think of what you don't have

Think of what Allah gave you and Thank him for it

Do you know the best blessing that Allah gave you  

It's guidance, it's Islam

Because that's what will make you win in the hereafter

🔺(196-198 , Qur'an 3 )


Do not be deceived by the prosperity of the disbelievers throughout the land

[It is but] a small enjoyment; then their [final] refuge is Hell, and wretched is the resting place

But those who feared their Lord will  have gardens beneath which rivers flow, abiding eternally therein, as accommodation from Allah . And that which is with Allah is best for the righteous

May Allah provide for you